i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real.

the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything.

what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end.

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt.

i wear my crown of shit
on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair.

beneath the stain of time
the feeling disappears
you are someone else
i am still right here.

if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way...

Lets kill that stupid tree.